a colored spectrum

Bliss Us

i feel so fortunate to have such a wonderful boyfriend.
he is very sweet and understanding!
no matter how sad, unhappy, full of angst, or vexed i feel.
no matter how i sulk and pushes him away when he tries to hug me.
he would forgive me should i hiss and scratch him for touching me.
like an agitated cat. arching its back, hissing and clawing away.

he would then leave me alone for awhile.
come back 2hrs later and take me out for a walk.
on the way, he would tell me silly jokes, funny tales, entertain me with animative expressions.
once i start laughing, i would feel better. and that's all that matters to him.
to make me happy. to see me smile again.

i tend to contradict myself. i am indecisive.
i tend to get irritated when i am feeling hot or sticky with perspiration.
i tend to get annoyed with people who talk to much for too long about nothing.
i tend to start to scrowl and get grumpy when i am hungry and tired.
i hate to waste my time doing nothing, rotting away.

for all these negative points i have which makes me who i am.
Joshua still loves me and accomodates me for them. he accepts me for who i am.
he never resents them. when he knows that i am tired, hungry or sleepy.
he would take better care of me so i would feel okay.
for those hurtful things i say, he forgives me despite feeling puzzled himself.
for all those unreasonable demands i make: going to 6th Ave for ice-cream?
he gives in to me.

for all that he does so unselfishly, i thank God for blessing me with Joshua.
i feel so fortunate to be loved and to be able to love him.
everyday is filled with bliss.
the day can be lousy, but he would make everything better.
nights can be scary, but knowing that my random thoughts would confuse him, i would refrain myself from them.

he never dares to let me go out alone.
knowing that this silly kitty would chase butterflies without looking at directions, curious about funny-looking flowers, chew on some moulded garbage and drink from polluted cans.
tis kitty would then be run down by a cab, knock her head against a glass panel, trip and fall down a flight of stairs, get a bad tummy-ache from eating all the spoilt foods.
if doggie doesn't go out with kitty, then kitty would just faint on the streets!
therefore, doggie has to escort kitty out, take care of her, guide her along so nothing would happen to her and she would come home safely instead of getting lost and caught by AVA officers!

Kitty loves Doggie.
Kitty needs Doggie.
Kitty wants to be with Doggie and have 'Miufs'!

posted by Veen @ 07:03